Uwaaah???

My God. It's happening. It's really happening. I'm posting an entry, and only two people will be able to see it! FASCINATING!

Well, I be now in college, have been for almost a month now. While I do like the campus and my professors are kick-ass, I really think that somehow, I'm just wasting time and money. Because, upon my completion of the first draft of Divinitus, I really think that I can make it in the ever-so-exclusive world of manga-ka. For some reason, that comic really did well among the original seven readers and the latest three that have read it upon its completion.

Though this does give me hope and inspire dreams of fame and fortune, I can't help but feel a bit intimidated by it all. Even if my comic did so well with ten people, how will it do nationwide? Even worldwide? Will my ultimate goal -having an anime of MY series created- be accomplished and will it be adored? Or will it just fade back into the background? Will the series be cancelled? God, I hope not. My characters, especially the main four, are too good to simply die off due to a lack of consumer attention. And though I know that if Divinitus becomes mainstream, the characters will be butchered by horrible fangirls and thier daydreams of being Mary Sue to Skoll or even Darron, I really want it to happen. I'm actually looking forward to Alex sending me all of these horrible fiction with teh pr0n. Well, not really, but still.

I'm revamping the entirety of Divinitus so that when I pitch it, I'll have an even better grasp as to what will happen plot-wise and not look like a retard in the plot synopsis. The beginning now has a spiffy intro with all of the Nine and where they "came from". Then it goes to Drecht in the Netherworld prison, where the comic originally started. There is a major change though: in the first draft, his cult broke him out of the prison, but now it'll be Arsgoroth, the Ninth. He didn't even show up in the first draft, and that kinda pissed me off when I reread it. He was actually supposed to be the "power behind the throne" so to speak, but it ended up with just Drecht at the helm, since he's intelligent and powerful enough on his own. Arsgoroth was mentioned at the most, and I wanted to change that. Drecht will still be the main driving force, but Arsgoroth, I suppose, will just keep Drecht's base off of the other Eight's radars.

As I reread the first three sketchbooks, I realized how many plotholes the story and how quickly said story was moving. Skoll was supposed to be with the main group for quite some time, but when they came to Deht, the part when he saves Hunter, it was in the second sketchbook. It wasn't even 100 pages! So, I'm going to try and slow that plot down, hopefully give the audience some time to actually learn the dragons before I throw all 50-something characters out there in 40 pages. >_< Also, I want to formally introduce the Fifth and the Eighth, which were first shown in the meeting after Scharmon's death, which would have been in the fifth sketchbook. o.O

Before I stop ranting, I want to ask something: why does the end of KH2 make Riku and Sora out to be so flamingly GAY? My God, the entire time I watched the 20 min. ending, I was seriously waiting for them to kiss. I cried a little inside. I suppose it's because Riku's been in the realm of darkness for all that time -and we all know what THAT means- and Sora's been hanging out with men all this time... But I think this could be remidied by a short stop to the Red Light District, get some plastic wrap for the STD's and they'll be in good shape. Nothing like getting laid by a ho to get rid of homosexuatily.

Please forgive me; I am rather insane at the moment.

Oh my god, has it been a while.

Well, for the frst time since the dinosaurs roamed the earth (and our school was new) Richland has beaten Haltom in drums. Not only that, we got first. Were we ever surprised. I mean, We never get best in drums.

Not only that, I read some things in the BOA forums about us. People think that not only are we going to make finals at Grand Nationals, but we are going to be in the top half. I was just praying that we were going to just make finals. I hope we can live up to the expectations of the other people. Of course, it's all because of Mr. McNulty and Mr. Blackard. I really don't know how they got us to be like this, but they did a wonderful job.

In any case, I got my XD and already have 27 hours on it. I'm so close to the Lugia I can smell it!!

THE JIMMY ISH FIIIIIIIIXED!!!

I AM FREE!!!!!!!

*regains composure*

Now this is rare -me updating twice in the same year. ha ha... I got a new game! WOoT! It is called "Tales of Symphonia" and the two of you reading this already probably know that it's for the Game Cube, and is so stupidly long, that it takes up two disks. But, it has a wonderful anime movie in the beginning,and that's what makes my heart soar!! *drools* And the music is so much like Golden Sun: the Lost Age, I could sing the GS:LA theme with the TOS theme and they sounded alike... It was awesome. I really want to know if it's the same composer, but it doesn't sat anything about a composer in the instruction booklet. It makes me sad.

Anywho, Fred, my big plecko and second fish of all time, died about a week ago. I don't really know why, either. He just... stopped living. -_-... But, in the little time since then, Joe, the little plecko... is not so little anymore. He's almost to Fred's length. It's scary how he grew so fast.

Sadly enough, school looms on the horizon. And so does the restart of marching band, the horrible, shitty new schedual, (you do not know how much I hate it) and the new freshmen acadamy. They started this because 130 freshmen failed the grade last year. Friggen' retards.

I am sitting in the library right now, clacking away, with this kid... looks about 12-14, sitting next to me. Do you know what he's doing? Talking to himself. Loudly. In the ever-so-quiet library. I have a large urge to tell him to shut up (more ploitely, though) but my rational side always shuts me up. Damn rationality.

So, I am going to leave before this kid drives me out of my mind.

Ja!

-oh, and Alex? I SHALL SEND YOU THE PICTURE!!!!

What? What's this? I'm actually writing on my blog!?? Oh no... there must be something wrong! Do you see the Four Horsemen? Is Hell still hot??

Well, one of the reasons I am updating at the moment is because... I'm free from school at the moment and am in a really good mood. Probably because I'm listing to one of my favorite tracks on the Kingdom Hearts OST. ::drool:: So pretty... YAY FOR THE END OF THE WORLD!!!

Destati rules

Anyway, I got two new fishies. They're both mollies -one's a black molly (named Eclipse) and the other's a silver something-tailed molly (named Maro). I love them! They get along really well with Mac (a yellow weird-looking fishie) and the two pleckos. They have funny mouths.... hee hee! I always have to laugh when I see thier mouths! ><

I just found this hilarious pic of Yuca Collabell (Immortal Rain) in this one website... It's not fan art either. It's looks kinda Lolita-esq, what with Yuca's/Ys's litte crooked crown on his head!! I LOVE IT! >_< It is made of teh muffins!

Woot. Well.... there's not much else going on... except that our AC went out... which is why I'm at my grandma's house. It can get so hot in my house...ugh...

And I still haven't gotten my Jimmy yet! It went into the car shop to be fixed (the engine was bad, so they're switching it with another shitty car's engine that we happened to have) and it's been almost a week now. >< I WANT MY CAR!!!

Oh well. I still need to find a copy of Jane Eyer or however you spell it so I can start on my English project.

Toodles!

Well I'm back. I know you all wanted to hear from me. And no threat of being disconnected this time -I am on a DSL compy. *smile*

In any case, I'm a little down. I got stuck on a new game that I bought today *forgets the name* and my band director put me down. He doesn't seem to understand that I don't want to try out for region. I know I'm not going to make it, so why embarrass myself in front of my peers? I mean, sure it's an okay competition, but I hate it. I've always hated it. And now that it's optional, I don't want to do it. I'm not going to pay almost $10 to completely humiliate myself. Besides, even if I wanted to go, Ii get so nervous when playing by myself, especially with multiple people listening.

Of course, he thinks I'm trying to avoid the whole thing and it's making his opinion of me worse, which equals stupider parts in future shows. -_-... Besides, it's not like this is going to be a career. Once I'm done with high school, I'm not going to play anymore. Right now, it's a fun pasttime. But if Ii try out for region, it'll make me more stressed, which is NOT what I need right now. -_-....

Anyway, I need to go and find cheats to that game.

Ja